Find your way back and see if you're at home.
Home Leave: A period of vacation granted an expatriate to return to the home country in order to renew social, professional, corporate, and family contacts.
Also, a time to be re-indoctrinated into the One True Way.
Have a seat, please, while we insert the electrodes. Won't hurt a bit, and after we're done you'll feel all normal again, just like us.
Nice, isn't it?